The flow.

The flow. going against it. with it. letting it. Flow.

Gross.

So basically there are two kinds of people that make me want to be a really good health care provider. People who poor whatever resources and skills into helping others, and those who just dont make you feel good.

So I have an appointment. I cruise around the corner to ABQ health, to meet with a physician who just seems a little overwhelmed with herself. She has a nice medical student in the room- which I think was the root of the problem. goes right to there heads. these physicians with their silent sidekicks there to "absorb"- bask in the knowledge and splendor of the well practiced one. I tell ya. anyway she made me feel dumb as a turd- she made me feel that she just assumed I was an irresponsible turd.

Its like how Talene never makes fun of someone for not being able to spell something- instead she just tells them how. There. done. Help us regulars. Its not like we dont want to know, and clearly if we are spelling it wrong we are trying, boldly putting ourselves out there when we could have just used a simpler word. But we do want more. we just cant.

loaded.
But now I feel unloaded. phew.