Where do the ducks go?

But don't let them see you sweat- right?

I'm perspiring. Damn it.

You know its like how a friend always says your report card is like a pay check- well what if I am making minimum wage- overworked and underpaid.

Well today I went as far as to write someone elses name on the pay check god damn it- you would think after 18 years I could fill in a god damn scantron.

So here I sit typing away like I am god damn Holden Caufield.

anyway- I'll be ok, I am just really dissappointed- why cant I do well and be recognized for my efforts- I want the open handed high five instead of the closed fisted punch in the face.

I just dont know what I was thinking, I cant do this- I cant even fill in a scantron- and what am I going to do when I get tough classes like pharm and micro and physiology??

I just wish I could do well so I had proof of my hard work and intelligence.