Gray Matter

I guess all I want to say is throw me a pastel and a smearing paper. In defense of the blurred line:

Its like being vegetarian. All the sudden you can never eat meat again, there becomes this definitive border probably laid down by the creator and guarded by minute men so the white chalk line doesnt get blurred by the surrounding dirt as I try to trample over it. I still consider myself a vegetarian despite my occasional ham and cheese sammie with tomytoe soup. chew on that hide.

and then there is this hole doctor bisnast. I mean this is where the gray matter really comes into play right- as in the grey matter up there... your noodle... your brains? I mean your a doctor or your not. Its like you were smart enough played your cards right and won the game. Doctor. or your every other position in the health field. they all blend together PT PA NP RN. PNTR you might as well call it. PaiNTeR. thats what I want. to paint.

Disheartening really.

I mean its fine to be in the gray- you just spend your life explaining or defending yourself- like when I made A team as a freshman for Ultimate. You play frisbee? Like on the beach? Wait I thought you were vegetarian? PA what -thats like a nurse?

ugh.

I help in the production of filtration sea water used as an international standard for equipment equilibrium. ..

I wash bottles.